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ahhhhh!!! my shoulder !!! it hurts more than it is ytd !!! lolxx.... my mom says once u get this rite ?? means u sprain it once ... u are more prone to get it again !!! shitt!!! i dun wanna !! i still wanna play sports la !!! i just luv sports !!! already gt that 'move it' thingy in my blood le ... dun exercise i will bloat up like a pig .la !! just like now !! so cannot !!!!

lolxx.. tml gonna 扫墓 .. with me dad .. grandma and two aunt ... go 拜 my grandpa ... who i didn see him before .. through the limited few pics got but not as a person .. nv did i ask how he dies .. when he dies .. blah blah blah .. dunno .. just dun really wanna me grandma to talk abt it again .. lolxx...

anyway .. didn go to work today becos of shoulder lolxx.. its really painful ... raise it up or at certain angles. .. after that spend the whole day EATING !!!! lolzz !!! i realli realli maji cannot stay at home de ... or else i will keep EATIN and EATING and EATIN !!!! realli non stop !!! realli ATE a lot !!! today !!! lolxx.. sianzz le .... give myself the excuse of 少吃多餐 .. hahaxx.. lolxx..

i get hungry realli realli quick ... dunno why .. maybe 发育期 ba .. lolxx..
so always wanna get to bed soon .. to sleep and forget all my hunger ... lolxx..
realli .. though i realli dun wanna sleep that early .. its 2339 now .. and i am considering it as early .. hahaxx.. lolxx.. realli hungy now .. but no no no !! nia!!! supper time now !!! but nope !! my diet plan is on le !! cannot spoil it !!!

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hahaxx... switch on com around 8 .. after dinner .. the whole day .. besides eating !! watching dvd lolxx.. hahaxx.. that one show 'gambatte ikimasshoi' hahaxx.. lolxx. watch until 4 plus fall aslp .. lolxx.. wanna go cycling de.. but its raining .. and though it stops around evenin time .. the sky is cloudy .. so spoil me mood to go exercising .. hahaxxx..

finnaly done with tatta hitotsu no koi le .. hahax.x.. been mentioning it like years ago but when me watch till the final episode.. kind of lose interest or rather distracted by StandUp .. haha.. so go watch that show .. then today finally finish it up .. ahahxxxx... lolxx no one die wat !!! its not a memory thingy show !!! hahaxx.. they start all over again wat !! hahax.. so funni .. when all the fans .. most of them leave their comments like .. my god .. is nao going to die .. or will she die then kame is like re-capin the love he has for her ?? blah blah .... the final is out .. and all yur guesses are wrong !!! hahaxx... lolxx.. but really really can see u all love the show very much .. as much as i lov kame .. hahaxx..

read seventeen no. 13 of yamapi's thoughts .. hahax.x. he talks abt letters ... he realli realli treasure all the fans letters. ..and even mention abt overseas fans writing to him and thought the grammers might be wrong .. he is realli pleased enuff to know that overseas fans .. becos of wanting to write him the letter... go and learn japanese damn hard .. and we did make an effort to learn that language !!! hahaxx.. i am so so happy to know that he knows that !! hahaxx.. he mentioned he has nv wrote a fan letter before so he doesnt know how it feels to be a fan and he wanna noe more abt us ...!!! haah !!! being a fan .. is not easy at all !!! we are detectives and really are loyal spies man !! hahaxx... lots of efforts have to be put in .. lots of research and stuffs .. info .. translations. .. unity ... in this fan world ... lolxx.. not many people can understand wat is it to be a fan .. people just think that we are a bunch of siao crazy san-bas ... screamin over some guys who dun even know us .. and bashing our money on them like no one business. .. nope !!!!!!!! its not that case people !!!!!!!! but there is no point saying so much unless u feel it yur self one day !! then u will noe .. realli !!! being a fan !!!!! its super great .. super special !!! superb !!! realli realli glad that yamapi treasures and loves his fans .. and doesnt treat them for grated ... haha!! he is such a cool good guy !!! prince !! truly !!

watched hoshi wo mezashite on ms .. news performance on ms .. and i am like laugh like siao like that !!! cos the interview part .. when pi was saying he has to throw his precious expensive tank top away to the crowd .. then he realli wanna it back !! haha .. before the performance .. he even face the camera and said ' pls give it back to me !!' my god !!! poor thing !! but then to think of it ... he is earning big bucks la !!!!! lolxx.. he can afford to buy tank tops that can suffocate him la !!!!!! lolxx. that tank top ... something special ne!!!! he reall wanna it back !!!!!! koyama also said that he is kind of forced to throw it since news minna threw their concert shirts to the fans but then cos pi was in his tank top .. the shirt is thrown previously le .. so he is kind of forced to throw his precious tank top away !! poor thing ne !!!!!!! but if the fan who got his top really send it back to him!! i really wanna know his reaction !! super kawaii de ba !! must be shock like .. my god .. how can i possibly get it back !! lolxxx...

yup .. HwM performance was superb !! the acapella !!!! lolxx. .TEGO voice was SUPERB !!!!!MY GOD !!!!!! IDOL SIA !!!!!!!!! tego !!

another super funny show . news on utaban .. hahaxx. they got an interview .. then after that they played a game where they are supposed to ans the questions posed then if they get it wrong .. the will be shocked ... as in .. they are sitting on the electric chair then they will be SHOCKED literally ... hahaxx...

a few times .. in the beginning .. cos that 主持人 wanna test out the power and news reaction .. he pressed the button purposely la !!!!! then !!!! ahahaha !!!!! news .reactions all super kawaii !! they literally jumped out of the chair !!!!!! its really painful !! can see from their eyes and they are extremely terrified and shocked by the electric thingy !!! hahaxx super funny !!!!!! lolxx..

can see pi got so pissed off during the middle part of the game .. when tego got two questions wrong continuously .. haha... can see his pissed off face !!! lolxx !!!!! me waiting for the original copy of the subbed version of the show .. cos the one one youtube is so so so blurred can ... pls funkymonkey !!! pls reply me asap !! i really wanna a copy !!! but me tryin to find other places too lolxx.. the other fansubs see gt not ...trying to discover as many fan subs as possible so got a higher chance to dl shows asap .. and hopefully subbed version de... cos jpopsuki not subbed the nme also dun understand wat they are saying .. hehexx...
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i am really reallly trying hard to be one of the 头号 fans .. lolxx.. though its a long long way to go ... i cant put my focus on them totally though .. gt other stuffs to fuss abt .. and worry abt as well ...

so .. gonna slp soon le ...
dunno how the dl going .. kind of slow .. yup yup ..
tml ..
ja nai

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lolxx.. shant switch on com for too long .. since i have turn it on for almost the whole day le at work ... stupid rite!!!! lolxx.. work for them at such a low rate ... but then still need to bring my own lappy there !!!! sianzzzzz. ;[ !!

anyway .. today .. bad bad at squash ... 拗 到 shoulder ... right shoulder when doing drive ... my god !!! that instant ..i realli realli thought my hand dislocate u know !!! its sh*ty pain la !! my god !!! lolxx.. but thanzz to June .. she shook my hand than the bones went back to position .. lolxx.. but now still in pain lolxx... cant move much !!! yu .. hope it get better ... but heard from elaine .. it will get worse tml .. i still have to work leh !! sianxx...

tml .. plannin to go over vivocity fashionpals to get the belt .. hahax.. but there is a straw bag i have been thinkin abt .. ever since i set my eyes on it .. saw almost similar one in seventeen then kind of wanna it .. but the 40% only apply to one item .. haixx.. dunno who work there tml lolxx.. hahax.x.. get another coupon from them haha !!!

talkin abt seventeen .. hhahaha!!! tml no.10 come out le !!!!! yipee !!!! cant wait !!! wah !!! tml spending day man !!! so many stuffs to buy !! haahaha ;] ..

lolxx.. watching shounen club now .. the old version .. kind of long time ago le .. hahax.x. yabu so famous that time lolx.x. now also la .!!! he damn cute la !!! gurls screaming over him whenever he appeared .. and when he performed with akanishi .. lolx.. can see jin loves him lotzzz keep touching his head !! hahaxx... kawaii ne!!!

at work .. i realise me prefer listening to shows. .. more than music .. hahax.. which means me listen to shows ,, not watch them !!! cos cant watch at work ma!! but i love it !! so weird rite !! hahax.x. cos i watch the shows so so so many times le !! the image already in my head le !!! hahaxx...
the funny thing is .. everytime got very very funni scene .. i will like laugh to myself than sometimes... i just smile at the computer screen without the show showing on hte screen .. hahaxx !!! dunno peiwen they all got notice me keep laughin to myself whenever i watch hoshi wo mezashite dvd special not ???!!!! stupid le !!! me keep laughin to myself .. so funny la !!! people will think me siao le !!

lolxx.. HwM rocks my world !!!! hahazzz people must support kk !!!
me gonna dl more shows for tml work !!! hahaxx.. .or else confirm will sianzz de keep listening to the same thing .. but maybe not now .. cos com need to rest lolxx !!! hmmmm .. c first bahxx..

think thats abt it ..
wanna switch off com as soon as possible .. lolxx... !! dun wanna it to spoil !! my darling leh !!

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hmm ... watching ayumi hamasaki works now ... still yet to decide whether to buy the A disc not ... ex la !! hav to save up .. realli ... so Keep In View bahxx...

work today at vivo ... cant find the shop at first la !! though it is so so obvious beside planet fitness .. but i somehow missed it and went straight into harbourfront centre .. dunno why lolxxx.... then walk back that time then spot it ... anyway ... work ended at around 2 plus ...

i was told to bring my lappy again ... hahaxx.. think thats the only way peiwen used to keep us behind to go back to office to type in the data .. hahaxxx.. or else she most prob will know that i wanna go home de ... k lolxx.. type till 6 and went back by train .. though initially wanna go by bus .... hahaxx

seriously wanna learning makeup lehxxx... cant seem to apply makeup properly ... lolxx !!!! though i have received so much guidance from frenzz all over !!! argh !!!!

been preparing myself for overseas trip !! though its a few more months time ... but then better to prepare early but not so early la .. hahaxx...

read jiaying blogs juz now ... she is a plain lucky gurl .. clever .. rich .. pretty .. a dream gurl ya ... that boys would target .. lolxx.. really !!!.. clever - study in TN .. RGS .. RJC ... ISE [in LONDON now] .. studying economics ..??? business stuff bahzz... rich - her family is plain rich !! thats all i can say .... lucky - she is allowed to go overseas to study like this .. go holidaying with frenzz.. spend like no one business .. all sponsered by parents. .. [her parents can afford what ... why not ??] super clever !! lolxx.. all the good qualities fell on her and her sis!! another pretty babe who drove a FERRARI .. lolxxxxx !!! lolxx.. envious of her .. but its my life ya .. i wanna live to my best ability ... lolxxx.. no point blamin oneself not belonging to her family .. lolxx.. be contended .. its all i can say ... destiny ..

ya ... blah blah .. thats about it .. sporting day tml ..squashing .. hahaxxx... huimin joined squash too ... hahax.x.. wish her luck and be my competitor someday ya .. hahxx

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hadashi no cinderella boy ... hahaxx... in the hoshi wo mezashite dvd ... that song ... love their beginning !! hahaxx.. the starting .. when tego started with 'Chippokena' ... [then the fans shouted GO ... ] after that 'Shinya basu' ..[GO!!] ... 'Norikonde' [GO!!!!] .. negaretekuru namida ...
then massu continued .. 'Tooku' [GO!!!!!] ... 'Mieru' [Go!!!!] ... 'Neon raito' [Go!!!!!] .. nagameteita ....
super high that part !!!! realli wish i was there !!!! pi enjoying his time along with the rest !!!! cute smile he has !!!! realli perfect dream guy of all guyzz !!!! kakkoi and kawaii at the same time !!!

hahaxzz.. watching again while typing entry .. lolxxx... just love them terribly !!! NEWS !!!!!!Aishiteru !!!

realise that pi drew his eyes !!! haha !!! kakkoi ne !!!
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today .. went out alone again to get the jumper from topshop!!! realli cant give it up!! its in my head !!! its calling me !!!!' come come get me !! dun regret !!!' cos ytd .. size 16 gone le .. finish le .. so me went straight to harboufront .. vivo de topshop and try my luck ..but !!! they dun even have a single piece .. not even the other type that i initially wanted.. they didn import the version ... so ... wasted ... then me went back to orchard as it seems to be the only place that have that design ... lolxx!!!!

kk .. lucky went back ..!!! haha !!!!! 16 appeared !!!!!!!! lolxx !!! damn happy !!!!! then fitting room no one so went to try the last time to confirm .. but then still find it a bit loose ... so took 14 and try .. but 14 a bit tight .. .then people started to enter the shop and kind of crowded .. but i keep going in and out of the fitting room .. think the staff there noe me le lolxxx!!!! hahazz... took different pieces in !! hahaxxx...

in the end !!! bought 16 for 93 bucks .. but if i gt the membership .. and if 10% discount was given ... lolxx. i can save 10 bucks lolxxxx!!!! anyway .. dunno whether mum will sponser not .. tell her le ... !! hahaxx...

after that .. nex destination kino !! lolxx.. stay there and continued to read popolo and duet !! hahazz.. then .... potato caught my attention! !!!!! the posters and pics of News and Kattun caught me .!!! but i stood there for a long long time .. think around 2 hrs before i bought potato .... though popolo pics also very nice !!! but i made a promise not to buy le !!! have to save up for other stuffs ... so .. have to sacrifice too !!! but in the end potato .. hahaxx.. bought it ...cant stand !!! hahaxxx...

ate quite a lot of carbo today !! and ytd didn do rountine ... so today .. now or later .. have to do more ya!!

today is the first day of switiching to kimchi too !!! think the effect not bad at all !!! its realli hot and my skin realli turn reddish after used !!! the heat is quite unbearable actually !!! but have to bear with it yup!!

looking at my 保养品 .. the collection is realli getting bigger and bigger... lolxx.. realli !!! need to go ikea realli soon to get a basket ... lolxxx... then can hang everything in the bathroom and not in my room collecting dust ... saying this .. realli have to clean up room le ... realli messy!!!! not like me ...at all .. compared to the past !! lolxx

my 保养品 系列
- clean and clear cleanser
- neem face pack
- walnut scrub
- activa lufra scrub
- kimchi body shaping gel
- ZA cleansemax double cleansing gel
- Cv-Third treatment WATER MATRIX treatment system [for hair]

lolxx.. around there ... !! quite a lot rite? hahaxxx... ;]

saw mr njoo with his wife today .. hahaxx.. walk pass him and kind of realise its him .. .dunno he saw me a not ?? hahahxx.. think the first reaction is ;' wahhh xinhui !!! you grew FATTER le !!' ..
haixx.. sianzzz..
gambatte !!!
我的减肥计划！！

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hey hey !!!! watchin Hoshi wo Mezashite Special DVD AGAIN !!!! think will keep watchin and watching and watchin !!!! hahahaxxx !!!!!! very funni de part shige and koyama carry the ladder behind tego when tego doing the interview !!!! cho funni de !!!!! the part .. tego so so so innocent smile and laugh at the 'cool stagemen' !!!! hahaxxx super funni !!!!! people have to watch kk !!!!
hahazzz think koyama started the whole thing first then shige followed then both of them carry the last time ... the last time super funni !!! hahahaxxx .. super lame but so so cute and innocent !!!! KAWAIIIIII!!!!!!!!!

another funni one is when tego is being interviewed then yamapi came into the pic saying 'look at me !!!' and acted very very impatient .. wanna get interviewed soon .. then when tego carry the cam and shoot yamapi .. yamapi looked annoyed and said ' i wouldn sign for you !!' and give him a cold strong stare !!!! super funni !!! hahaxxxx laugh out damn loud !!!!***** then tego replied :' Johnny's are scary !!!!!!' hahahxxx... super funni !!!!

i like the part when Pi revenged and point the mirror in the direction of Ryo when Ryo doing photoshoot ... then the sunlight reflected into Ryo's eyes ... super funniy Ryo reactions .... he is realli realli pissed off and give PI a straight cold stare !!!! hahaxx... then Pi exclaimed he is so so shocked lolxxx that Ryo is so pissed off !!!!! super funni !!!!!

can see they realli treasure the time that they are abt to get together again after 1 year !!! and they are realli enjoyin their time !!!! hahaxxx !! not only did they enjoyed what they did ... the fans i believe can feel their happiness too !!! which makes us happy too !!! hahaxxxx!!!!

the part where tego and koyama acted as couple also damn funni !!!!! hahax.x.. tego so so cute acting as the girl .. hahaxx...

in NEWS ... i think the person that changes the most is Tego for sure !!!! he realli realli grew up le !!! compared to him during SUMMARY with KATTUN.... the him now in this dvd special is so different !!! he doesn shy away any more and join in the fun .. talks more .. have more comments and he is not camera-shy any more !!!!! thats so so good !!!! can see teh confidence in him!!!! he is definitely growing and GLOWING !!!!! aishah's choice is definitely a good one !!! superb !!!! tego is a very potential artist !!! even i am attracted by his cheerfulness and his innocence ..!!! thats so good !!!!

NEWS realli bonded together well !!!! they realli grow alot during the year of rest ... becos of the incident .. can realli feel that they treasure their time with fans even more and are more grateful towards them !!! hahaxxxx.... I REALLI REALLI WANNA CATCH THEM IN CONCERT LA !!!!!

this year ... though it is newar impossible to go overseas with frenz again ... but next year !!!! i got the confident !!! hahaxxx.... ;] !!! cant wait !!!!
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kk !!! enuff of fangurling ~ .. hahaxx.. today work ended super fast ..!!! even the supervisor .. peiwen was shocked at our speed !!!! i am surprised too !!! it took us only 3 hr plus to finish stock taking the whole shop !! even lesser time taken in Amara .. which is the smallest shop of all !! hahaxx... looks like the more we do the faster we are progressing !!! thats great !!! everyone is concentrating in their jobs !!! kk !! next mon .... we going vivo .. the largest of all !!!! 2X the size of todays place at raffles xchange ... yup!! can do it de !!!

kk.. after work cos its only 1 pm ... i went shopping myself !! lonely .. i am so lonely !!!! cos i dun wanna go home so early ... sms ade .. but she kind of rush cos she is meeting her sis at 4 then no point she come meet me and go off ... so the meeting is cancelled...

the first place i went is TOPSHOP for my JUMPER !!!! ITS damn CROWDED !!!!!! and the worst thing is !!!!! my jumper size 16 is missing le !!!!!!! finish le !!!!!!!!!!! my god !!!!!!!!!! dun trick me like that !!!!!!!! i cant afford the joke !!!!!!!!!!!! will die of heart attack de !!!!!!!!!! its like only 1 day .. ytd i went trying the jumper .. today wanna buy and its gone !!!!!!!! wth ritezz !!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh .... makes me even believe that wat i wann i better buy or else !!!!!!!! argh !!!!!!

i didn give up hope ... went city hall ... suntec and marina square 's topshop for jumper again .. sadly .. marina square .. dun even have such stuffs !!!! and suntec's is under renovation so ... lolxxx !!!!

back at orchard .. went kino and myojo .. duet popolo potato ..are out .. again for the last time !!!!!!!!!! but i cant afford to buy too ex le !!!!!! can afford but i got other stuffs to buy like the jumper which cost close to 100 bcks so .. i stood at the counter for 2 hrs straight and finish the books !!!!!! hahaxx.. .super me !!!! lolxxx... along with me .. besides me .. a few other johnnys' fans are there as well and they are discussing abt yamapi .. arashi .. blah blah blah ...

yup !!!! at work ...!!! my colleague ... also like johnny's in the past .. she now likes aiba from arashi !!! hahaxx... the world is so small yup!!! though i dun have that craze for arashi yet ... but .. hahaxx.. its good enuff !! they are all johnny's ya !!!!

kk .. after traveling back and fro. .. me took 518 and change bus to 23 at tp to tm to buy some cleansing and the KIMCHI SLIMMING GEL !!!! i bought le !!! bought 2 and the lady there gave me a free bottle of body toner. .. body scrub !! good !! so i dun have to go body shop to buy the scrub which cost 30 there ... hahaxxx !!

kk ... tml going out again .. dun think i wanna go squash le ! my legs are full of blisters becos of the new shoes i wore today and i have been walking the whole time ... even though it ache like crazy ... i even feel like taking the cab home cos its realli painful but thinkin of saving ... i tahan that pain ..

went to visit pris at her counter at taka .. she working for piyo piyo counter ... selling baby products and she treated me biscuits that she made ... not bad !!! maybe i am hungry thats why !! hahaxxx... then me went over to Tangs to buy sushi .. hahxx.!!!

tml going out to look for that jumper before it realli goes out !!! lolxxx...

yup .. before i forget .... HwM is not out in SG yet .. check the only 2 hmv in sg .. not on stock yet !! sianxxx... LA already gt le .. SG sucks la !!!! haixxx...
wanna buy ayumi white version or black version?? dunno .. yet to make up my mind .. but wanna bring it to work tml when doing vivo de !! hahaxx !!

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before i go to sleep .. now time check 0147 .. and before my mum suddenly wake up and scold me ... i shall do some picture bloggin ya ... abt ....

NEWS [HOSHI WO MEZASHITE] DVD SPECIAL !!!!! YIPEE !!!

i find the dvd super cute !!! esp the part when everyone finally get together for the photoshoot for cd jacket !!! hahaxx... the spring concert at the beginning was superb !!! Yamapi was damn cute !!! he is so so so caring can !!! cos one part he saw a fan crying then he made a hand signal telling her to 'wipe her tears' !!!!!! my god !!!!! my heart melts at that scene !!!! then i think he even reach out to shake her hands la !!!!!! my god !!!! all girls goes kyaaaaa!!!!!! yamapi sama !!!!! damn damn damn sweet can !!!!! my god !!!!! think he truly is really glad that all the fans waited for them .. along with the rest of news !!!! shige and tego even change the song lyrics while singing into some 'aishiteru ... arigatou !!!' so so so sweet lolxx !!!!! melt** melt ****

then the fun part !! when they are together for the photo shoot !!! hahaxxx ;] think i watch millions of times also not sianzz !!!! nv wil get sianzz de la!!!!! NEWS MINNA !!!!!! AISHITERU YO !!!!

!!!! MINNA !!! think i will photo blog another time !!! got problem with my copying !! cant get the whole pics in .. so gome !!
nex time kk !!

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yup yup ...
hahaxx .. guess wat ??
i didn go to the gym as i have actually planned previously ..
why leh ???
cos ..
watching 'Stand Up'

that drama .. hmmm .. quite .. rated ...
in the sense that it talks abt sex and stuffs ...
abt these 4 guys being hte last virgins in school then they formed a grouped called the 'preserve virgin club' something like that before marriage .. hahaxx..

hmmm ... Stand Up acted out by 4 main characters and a whole lot of others .. who i am familiar with since they acted in other dramas that i have watched till now .. the jap dramas quite frequently .. lolxx..

firstly ..
yamashita tomohisa - Yamapi as KenKen .. hehe .. cho kakkoi !!!
shun oguri as kou-kun .. hahazz... shuai la !! but prefer him in hyd and hyd2 !!!!
ninomiya kazunari - as Asai !! .. he looks so young .. keai as usual
Narimiya Hiroki as Udagawa Hayato .. hahazz.. he acted in gokusen1 so he is familiar to me !!

hahaxx.. all these guyzz !!! enuff for me to drool over for a long long long time leh !!! esp with shun and pichan !! hahaxx !!!!! *scream !!!!!!

Suzuki Anne as Oowada Chie .. she acted in gambatte ikimasshoi ... she is the first jap female actor i know .. and gambette is the Jdrama i watched after 1 litres of tears and i watched it for Ryo .. haha .. actually bought the disc when i am holidayin with frenz in malacca then cos me crazy over 1 litres at that time so when i saw ryo acting out in this disc . hahaxx.. of course snatch le . and here .. started fan-girlin over them ...

while watching .. hahaxx.. me kana distracted by the display pics of the users then me go explore those members and kind of 'steal' their pics !!!! gome !!! but if i was to use will credit you all de !!! no worries k !!! just keep them for fun !! and for droolin over them !! not for any benefits or wat so ever !!

kk .. so now me not watchin stand up but instead the exploration brough me to the clip of JOHNNY"S IN TAIWAN !!!!!!!! the place of artists where i used to go ga-ga over !!! hahaxx !!!!! THEY HAVE BEEN THERE LA !!!!!! ALL OF THEM !! MOSTLY !!!! ARGHH !!!!!! KATTUN & NEWS !!!!! MY G0D !!!! MISS IT !!!!!

THE WORST THING IS !!!! JOHNNY'S WENT OVER TO MALAYSIA !!! LIKE THE YEAR BEFORE LAST WHICH IS 2005 !!!! WAT THE HELL !!!! SO NEAR YET SO FAR !!! HAIXX!!!! all i cna blame is .. i started out damn damn damn super super late !!! now people crazy over super juniors and those korean stars !!! i crazy over jap !!! lolxx... anywae .. who cares ???!!!!! its nv too late ya !!! i came into the circle just before they came back as NEWS !!! hahaxx !!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!

lolxx..
anyway ...
gonna do routine then go slp le !! tml have to make my way to raffles xchange for work !! yup !!!

i am hungry rite now !!
have to make a decision .. a wise one ...
to stay hungry .. go to slp and forget abt it ??
or
go to the kitchen and get a piece of biscuit ????
lolxx...
the time now is 0037 ..
lolxx...
not suppose to eat now considered supper !! and its damn fattening !! lolxx..

think shall just 忍 and go to slp quick !!!

ja nai!

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lolxx.. didn blog ytd so this entry will include tml bah .. hahazz..

ytd work ended damn early at 1pm .. we started at 9 and finish the stock taking by 1 lolxx...
fashionpals at novena sq2 ... felt like animals cos we are in the shop which is fully glassed enclosed .. then people keep staring from outside ... lolxx... anyway i didn leave there after work .. when for a walk around novena .. hmmm .. not bad at all .. the shops that quite trendy .. saw some belts which i like but i didn buy cos its not my top priority to get it .. hahax.x.

after that went to orchard .. hahaxx... shop at topshop and saw this jumper !!! hahaxx.. went to try it out and it totally fit!!!!!! ahhhh!!!! finally found it !!!! but the price 93 BUCKS !!!!! my god !!!! how to afford !!!! argh !!!! so wanna be the lady i saw outside the changing room at the moment !!! she is wearing a chanel sunglass and carrying a Gucci bag lolxx.. then a few other ladies are carrying LV, GUCCI and DIOR bag !!! lolzzz... surrounded by rich tai-tais ... !!! ahh !!! left topshop unwillingly leaving the beloved jumper behind !!! how how how !!! i really really wanna it lolxx !!! B00 !!!! the pieces i saw the ST models wear are mostly found in forever21, topshop, warehouse .. blah blah .. branded shops .. lolxx.. one piece .. just the vest itself cost around 70 +++ haixx.. how to afford you tell me ??!!! even though can afford but if i buy it .. i have to sacrifice buying other stuffs rite??? lolx... !! tht it!! haixx...

today got work offered by priscilla .. but i am simply lazy and kind of tired .. cos have to work on sat sun and mon .. which is confirmed leh .. tues onwards not really sure .. so .. wanna take the chance today to go to tm sport gym again ..!! hahazz .. fantastic gym ya !!! love it though need to pay de !! lolxx...

so later me going gym then after that ..
dunno whether to buy stuffs not ..

stuffs that i am planning to buy:

- THE BODY SHOP - body scrub = 28+
- KIMCHI BODY SHAPING GEL = 30
- ZA FACE TRIMMING GEL = 23.80
- makeup cleansing cream finishing .. have to buy ..

if i make my way to orchard today

- jumper = 93
[ may consider buying !! cos i like it so so much!!! ]

- forever 21 - the green spag shirt [ 25++ not sure ..]

lolxxx.. this is so much stuff that i wanna buy !!

and if still got extra cash ..
hot yoga classes waiting for me ..

haixx.. now i realise how impt money is to satisfy ones' need. .
lolxx...

just sms ade .. if she eating dinner with me .. then i may go orchard .. if not .. i will just stick to tm ..
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yup yup !!! Hoshi wo Mezashite is OUT le !!! hahazz... US can get it the day after Japan release so most prob SG can get it le !!! hahaxx... gonna chiong to HMV and get my copy !!! hahazz... most prob tml if i not going orchard today !!! hahaxxxx

AYUMI disc !!! gonna get my hands on it too !!! yipee!!!

thats much stuff gonna get my hands on !!! hahaxx..
growing up ...
yup!!

to switch it on .. or off ????????

arghh !!!! my com have been workin from 10 this morning all the way till 5 .. after work then from 8 till now which is around 11 ...

argh !!! hw ?? i am downloading shounen club premium with kattun peepzz.. so cant afford to of the com la ... scare later no seed le then d/l will be so freakin slow can !!! argh !!! how how ???

my god ...!!!! been lookin at other fans' LJ .. blogs .. blah blah blah .. glad that they have received their calanders like KATTUN .. NEWS de .. i not realli sure .. think not out yet rite?? 21th rite?? anyway .. and all fans are patiently waiting for their HwM to arrive .. hahaxx.. i laugh out when i saw their eagerness and their excitment all written over their LJs when the shipment date is confirmed .. and the most happy thingy for all fans when it is indicated 'SHIPPED OUT !!!!!' hahaxx.. i know that feelings !! its so so great !!

i am a bad fan i know !! yet to pre-order anything ... lolxx...
most of them .. think they are starting fresh as well .. as most of them indicated the calanders and singles are actually their first commitments and supports for NEWS and KATTUN which is to my surprise ... ITS ACUTALLY THEIR FIRST !!

i have yet to start this first support .. wonder when am i going to start it ??!!! realli wanna to .. but look at the piles of things i am prepared and preparing to buy .. clothes especially .. they run out of seasons and i cant affort to wait !!!! my god !!

actually thinkin of buying the jumpers tml as i am workin at novena then can make a trip to orchard to buy that ... but then thinking abt it ... think 100+ will be spent if i carry out this plan .. haixx !!
or should i wait ???!!!
i realli realli DUN WAN IT TO RUN OUT !!!
but i am so so scare that it will be gone !!!
as it always happen to be!!!

ahh!!! kk .. received call from priscilla !!! woah !!! super bad news for me !!!! tml .. got work at taka !! as sales then one hr like 5 bucks la !!! i wanna !!!! more than fashiopals one la !! even though its one dollar different ... but !!! a lot can !!! wah !!! have to reject though .. so so sad !!!

lolxx... mayday tixs bought le .. yet to return jingwen money .. lolxx
++++ tml if i buy the jumper and tank top?? = 100++
then if i decide to support my love for their calander and singles ?? buying from Yesasia since its cheaper i guess written by one fan .. lolxx... think 300++ will be spent even before i get my pay la !!! arghhh !!!

got the urge to buy KATTUN calander now le !!!! lolxxx !!! cos from the description .. its sounded more like a photobook and its kind of like a planner thingy!!! argh !!! but then my dear JIN is not included .. which is so sad !!!! of he is in !!! think i will buy for sure ya !!!!

HwM coming out today !! for all fans !! a great day ahead while waiting for the arrival !! hahazz.. happie waiting !! and i shall carry on with my happy considerating !! which is sad la !! money parted !!! but ... haixx

2 choices
one is to spend money on myself
another
is to spend money to help my love !!!
choice !!!
difficult ne !!!

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lolxx.. today .. work as usual... USING MY OWN LAPTOP !!! lolxx.. type type type all day .. hav to tabulate the results into 'stock take SAM 2007' lolxx.. amara stuffs .. then on thurday we going down to sq2 at novena .. then stock take again ....hmmm

actually plan to turn on the com for music while i do my routine .. but since i turn it on .. took the chance to take a look at yamapi's blog .. lolxx.. then through there .. went to various fangurl's sites... as usual ... the fnagurls are SUPERB !!! REALLI !!! they took the effort to come up with different sugoi icons .. wallpapers .... etc. watever u can think of ... and they are willing to share by posting them up .. they even rip mps .. blah blah blah Jdramas .. blah blah .. up for downloading by other fans !!!! i am realli absolutely grateful for their efforts and their willingness to share !!! without them working so hard to promote their beloved idols .. i .. or others would have loads of difficulties trying to know our idols as well and d/l shows would be near impossible without their helps indirectly !!! this is how fans unite as one !! can be as powerful !!! horay for all fans !!! sugoi ne !!

looking at all those shun oguri pics !!! kakoi !!! hontou !!! lolxxx.. then save them up .. hehexx.. loads tons of sites yet to be discovered and found .. will explore slowly when i have the time ... lolxx.. have to let the com rest le ..

tml still not sure whether i am to bring lappy along again a not .. lolxx.. think have to cos tabulations yet to be finished ... not up to half yet .. lolxx.. me in charge of amara .. hahxx.. then jiehui doing hq de ..

went to gym after work today ... haha !! amazing gym at tm sports hall and today is my first day there .. quite a lot of people to my surprise ... paisei la .. all the guys there .. so .. decide to go on mon mostly .. 2-4 ladies hours .. no guys .. less paisei .. hahazz.. the facilities and surrondings there are like so fantastic .. hahaxx. cool .. big ne .. wanna go there again !!

didn go for hot yoga thingy again .. lolxx.. dunno when i will decide to make a trip down to make bookings for pre-class .. see first bah ..

tons of stuffs to bring and bought but haven pay ..
mayday's concert tix bought by jingwen
hot yoga class need around 200+
my jumpers and tank top from topshop = 70+
tons ...
face trimming gel thingy = 30+
kimchi body shaping gel .. now don need to find john littles ... blah blah . .cos watsons tm got sell ... = 30+

money money !! is so so impt ya !!....
save save save !!

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yipee!!!!


the ending of hana yori dango 2 = SUPERB !!!!! WAH !!!
so so touching !!!! so sweet !!

hahaxx... that baba [tsukasa's mom] finally accept makino !!! hahaxx so so sweet !!!

and the best part and the part that shock me the most is when tsukasa carry makino and the stadium suddenly bright up !!! wah lao !!!! ' THE BEST PROPOSE MAN !!!
















when tsukasa propose to makino .. in the middle of the stadium .. my god !!! so touching .. !! which girl wont dream of having this kind of scenerio happening to her !!! touching man !! will marry him straight away !!!
















lolxx !!!! just look at the crowd !!!!! my god !! cant even see tsukasa and makino rite??? they are rite in the middle !!! my god !!! its packed k !! and everyone is liking cheering ... omedetou ... woah lolxx !!!! 感动!! 感动!! .. though that lucky girl not me .. so so sweet of tsukasa ..!!! who sometimes can be a real baka .. hahaxx!!! ..


moreover .. i think the stadium all packed with fans can .. cos johnny is known to invite frenz to actual recording .. just like when 木村括哉 was recording the show .. i dun remember the name but is about hockey de .. the stadium is packed with fans can .. !!!so so lucky japan fans !! they get to be so so closed up with their love !!! 幸福!!!

i think for this rite .. all fans as well lolxx !!!! so so good!!! nv will singapore fans or watever get this chance .. i realli doubt so ... haixxx!!!

lolxx.. end of my hyd craze ... but think when i gt the time .. will re-watch the whole drama again !!! hahaxx.. cant let go of hanazawa rui !! shun oguri !! he he so so kakoi can !!! hahaxx..
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back to reality .. hahaxx.. 3rd day of work .. lolxx.. today can be considered the dirtiest bahxx... loads of dusts lolxx.. i dun wanna get infection again la .. since the cleaning of the indian single room flats... lolxxx .. job is super easy .. which is to note down the colour and product codes .. and quatity of the products .. mostly bags ... necklaces ... accessories .. blah blah .. then for tml work . is to type what we have done in amara .. what we have note down and type it into the com .. lolxx..

u know wat ..
type into com ..
who's com????

MINE !!!!

can u believe it ??!!!!!

i even have to bring MY OWN COM TO WORK !!!

this is so so ridiculous can !!!! tml i still got squash .. how to bring com !!! super heavy can !!!!
siao ness !!! but then ..
thinkin of this ...

why not go for squash tml ??? think me go visit gym instead??!! hahaxx.. lolxx !! realli !! no joke !!
think me go tm gym bah ..
but plan for tml might still change ..
so ...

but its super ridiculous can !!

working means everything is provided in the office and we have to be there to complete tasks with all the necessary equipments ready !!! and not ask the employees to bring their own stationary and laptops to help you complete tasks. ... further more !!! U ONLY GIVE ME 4 BICKS AN HOUR AND I HAVE TO RISK MY LAPTOP TO WORK FOR YOU ??? WHAT IS THIS ???!!! I CANT AFFORD MY LAPTOP TO SPOIL K !!! ALL MY DARLINGS ARE INSIDE!!!! NO AMT OF MONEY CAN REPLACE IT !!!

argh !!!!!!! super worried now ...

and i thought i only stock-take ????

why ask me to come out with service culture of the company ??? i dun care abt the company death or survival !! i just wanna ka-ne !!! MONEY !!! lolxxx...

argh !! hopefully .. my com dun go bersak tml!! or else i will go crazy as well ..

in that case .. i have to log off early today .. since tml gonna use the whole day ..
and thats it .. after i watch the final of tatta hitotsu no koi ..
or may not .. since its almost 10 pm le ..

flip through ..
oh ya !!!
i manage to find no.8 of seventeen .. bugis is slow but i like it .. cos when i make up my mind to buy some mag .. haha .. orchard always go out of stock but bugis is always my hope .. hehexx..
so ..
ja ne!

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getting late .. gonna work tml so gonna make a entry and do the rountine before i go to sleep .. hmm .. today .. thought would go out .. make enquires on the hot yoga thingy .. then go doreen's house visit her gym ..

but them elaine called. .. i totally forgot abt sundays' merville training .. so .. change of plan .. stayed at home then go for 5 pm training left around 7 plus .. went on to tm to buy some stuffs then go home ..

i did pass by sistics .. but thinking of buying the stuffs first before asking abt the 148 tixs for mayday concert .. from jingwen .. the online sistics ritezz.. the tixs for 148 sold out liao .. and its like ytd that the ticketing for mayday concert start la .. wah the tot** lolxx.. anyway .. so in the end .. jingwen called. . me confirm going le .. then tml she gonna buy tixs at tm sistics .. hopefully can get the best seats ya .. or suddenly 148 is opened for sales .. hahaxx.. hopefully ..

lolxx.. think tml on the way home .. gonna stop at kino bugis to see whether there is any hope of getting a copy of no.8 seventeen .. argh!!! that cover is makino la !!! my god !! and the collectibles is a Hellp Kitty bag !! lolxx.. pls pls !! make it exist tml !!!!
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anyway .. my long-awaited hana yori dango2 is out .. the finale is finally out !!!! horray!!! lolxx.. waited for quite some time le .. thought not realli long .. but then me eager to watch ma .. so .. hahazzz.. lolxx.. finally load le !!! all thanz to forevergirl !!! thanxxx for creating a proper hyd2 channel and constantly updating it for all other fans to watch !!!! houtoni arigatou ne !!! without all those uploaders .. we would not / never be able to watch so smoothly !!! loads of thanzz !!!!

but then buffering and loading damn slow la ..!! think a lot of people watching at the same time since its like uploaded only 9 hrs ago !!! hahaxx.. the finale is named the world's best proposal ever!!! hahaxxx.. lolxx... tsukasa + makino / tsukasa + bitch umi !!! argh !!!! starting to hate umi man !!!! argh !!! but kind makino ... haixx.. so pitiful !! tsukasa !! open your damn eyes can !!! keep making yur beloved cry !! lolxxxx !!! argh !!! wat a memory loss !!! how dare u forget abt her !!! make it so nasty somemore !!! rui de best !! ;] .. lolxxx

watching tatta hitotsu no koi at the same time .. umi also got act inside as nao's best frenx = yuki .. if i am not wrong .. cant rem names well .. hahaxx.. though listen to it like millions of times le .. lolxx.. watching 2 dramas at the same time .. shiok !!! tatta gonna be sad .. this is how it has progressed so far .. and i notice ..

erika actually acted in a lot of shows .. [erika = yuki = umi = kame's suppose-to-be gurlfrenz in NWP .. .blah blah blah .. and more i guess] she is kind of cute -looking ya .. and think she partnered / work with kame numerous times le .. hahazxx..

lolxx.. gonna watch more hyd2 ... gonna finish it today man !! hahaxx.. cant wait further le !! but then tml still got work at 10 .. but who cares !! hahaxx.. hyd2 first la .. finale le!! hehexx..

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yo ... today .2nd day at work .. lolxx..went over to Amara for stock-taking .. basically to take note of the colour code and product code on the bar code and note down the quantity ... lolxx..
colour code = the 4 no. after the first 3 no. of the bar code...
product code = the last 6 no.

job rather easy .. lolxx... jiehui .. haha .. our 'supervisor' thought we need a full day to finish and even prepare us to go back on sun tml to complete but who knows .. we finish everything by 3 lolxx.. including break time ..

for lunch i ate katsu curry eif dory wif udon along with salad, miso soup and a piece of honeydrew .. a lot rite??? siao le .. dunno where my diet plan go le .. but i didn eat for breakfast which is quite bad cos cannot skip breakfast de .. for dinner .. ate a few spoon of fried rice .. always love the fried rice by mom .. oishii !! hahaxx.. can eat a few bowls .. cos thats so good .. ate that few spoon for dinner along with 2 tea eggs bought by dad .. think he went ot bugis to change the compact disc need to install into com to use the new scanner-cum-printer .. thingy .. same as jingwen's de .. haha .. but i think ours is for free cos we extend our scv services then gt free this thingy ??? maybe .. or dad bought it for 200 bucks ++ but jingwen bought it for 395++ i think .. hmm .. yeah !!!! one of my dreams come true le !!! finally got scanner !!! can scanner all my 56 and JE JS pictures in le !! hahazz!!! finally !!!

Amara there and i believe other fashionpals. .. the stuffs they sell actually quite fashinable .. the belts .. they sell are in fashion in jap .. those quite simple design but then fashionable le .. think of buying actually .. but then ai yo .. i work there .. so a bit paisei .. hahazzz ... lolxx.. the belt can buy .. hehexx..

lolxx.. the boss .. uncle james actually wanna us to wrk the watever general stock thingy tml .. siao .. 4 bucks same .. siao lol .. who wanna work for 4 bucks on a sunday .. ??? so all of us reject .. unless he is willing to pay double .. which is by the rule ... haha .. he even say that we actually already 'committed' ourselves to work on Sunday to finish the stock taking in Amara .. but thats only the case we cant finish wat !!! wah lao .. wanna make use of us !!! u dream on la !!! pay so little .. !!! LOLXXX !!!

anyway .. Amara at tanjong Pagar .. but i forgot to bring map along to find out where the hot yoga is .. lolxx.. yet to even ask stuffs .. wanna join le !!! think tml plan ..

my plan tml is to go tm gym early morning .. cos dad going to run in pasir ris park .. but then i dun really feel like running in the park leh .. got tired so so easily .. lolxx.. then maybe .. when he go park that time .. i will make my way to the gym .. then after that go home for lunch or watever...

i think of bathing there .. then after that can make my way to tanjong pagar to ask abt the hot yoga thingy before returning home .. haixx.. dunno .. not really sure .. ?? hmm ..
but making my way to the gym .. a bit .. siao too ?? early morning .. not even 9 ... or should i just run the park .. which i dun really enjoy ??!!! haixx.. decision ... hmm ..
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anyway .. for my J time .. hehexx.. watching Tatta Hitotsu no Koi .. up to epi 3 le .. hmm .. till now .. the drama quite okay .. still keeping me going .. i kind of lose interest in Sapuri .. maybe the script and play is too boring for me ?? i dunno but my interest for it .. is practical over le .. i dunno .. maybe one day i may refer back to it again ..
love of kame with nao .. so cute .. [till the part i watch lolxx..] the way kame offer his hand to Nao .. then Nao put the furry shiny thingy on his hand and act blur .. hahaxx.. kawaii Ja .. haha ..
the ending .. as i read the comments .. haha .. everyone is like predicting Nao's death .. which i think is true cos this whole story is like a recap of Kame's life .. his 20 year old 's love that he experienced .. hmm .. so most prob .. nearly 100% that Nao die ... then about Kame bro .. people also predicts his death .. think asthma ?? or Nao giving her heart to his bro ??? dunno ... all the predictions in the comment box.. hahaxx.. some can be quite funni .. hah .. enjoy reading comments when the show is uploading .. hahaxx..

then me watching Nodame Cantabile too .. lolx.x u know why ??? it does not have any of my darlings inside .. nor is there any JE people .. just tht i kept seeing this drama being promoted in the websites i went .. in veoh in crunchyroll .. then it looks okay to me .. so i decide to watch it .. while waiting for tatta hitotsu no koi to load .. lolxx.. then the result .. not bad ya .. quite funni about this musician then dunno his beloved V...sumthing - senpai then he await the day to go back to Prague to continue his studies / learning to be a conductor ... blah blah .. a comedy + love story . .the expression of the actors can be exaggerating .. hahaxx.. the way they kana hit and fall . haha .. busted out laughing .. lolxx..!!

so these are the 2 shows i am currently watching .. hehexx..
u might give it a try ..
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another thing ...
my workout ..
i did 100 situps then the leg stretching .. then 'U-ups' 10X ..
after that
think me gonna do anoth 50 sit-ups .. then 'U-ups' 10X and the stretching vertically for 15 mins .. hehexx..

after all these ...
Oyasime !!

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haixxx... depressed lah ... sianxx.. today ... thnk i ate quite a lot ..
went for buffet .. just came back after that buffet dinner with family ..
i tried to control what i eat and stop eating when i feel i am full .. yupxx

in the morning .. went to work for the first day .. at arab street .. my job is really simple ..
administration .. or accounting ...
which means to account for what they sell .. their total sales .. fis hout all the details from the receipts that were printed out ..
i am working in the headquarter ... they have quite a no of franchises .. so. .the sales from the franchisees will be sent to the office and the people that .. including me will type the details ..into the computer as a softcopy ..

lolxx.. time pass real fast .. went for lunch at Raffles hospital .. saw some hsc peepzz there ... nahxx.. anyway .. ate porridge and one pineapple and 1 and a half slices of yakun bread ..

is that a lot ??? oh my god !!! my weight cant seem to drop u see ... how ah ??? sianzz .. the 2 months going to reach soom leh .. haixx.. how ??? before sch reopen have to slim down la .. my ideal 57 .. haix... after 57 still have to drop to 52 before i am satisfied .. if this weight continue to remain there ..

my god!! i should not have even start the diet thingy .. lolxx... i weight less before i even diet .. la!!! sianzz le .. my diet plan seems to go wrong .. ya .. it is going wrong .. i did exercise .. practically those stretches every nite ... k k .. i have to be honest with myself .. yup .. k ..

today .. i have to do the same rountine again before i sleep .. hmm .. do it really seriously !!! or i will go fatter and fatter and fatter .. lolxx !!! argh !!!

tml have to reach tanjong pager by 8.50am .. lolxx.. we going amara to do stock-taking for the whole day ..
lolx.. the pay pathetic lah .. sianzz 4 bucks .. lolx.x. do 12 hr only 48 not even 50 lolxx !!! wat the hell ... should have 1.5X de .. work on sat .. but then the boss so niao ... lolxx

GV that place the work cancel le .. lolxx..
just now in that initial D taxi .. speed like no tomorrow like that .. scare me to death la ..
yanwan called and she said the manager thought i still working on sun .. which i cancel le according to doreen this morning .. lolxx..
hopefully everything can be solved without her calling me lolxx..

gonna sleep or else tml cant wake up ..
my another diet plan starts officially tml .. since the diet plan cant work ... previously .. lolxx..

*i dream to be like all of you ... [sEvEntEEn..]

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lolxx !!! the person from GV called just now .. lolxxxx ...
and wat she said shock me totally !!!!

'xinhui ritezz ... u start work tml from 4-1.30am ..'

wtf!!!!!! 1.30am !!!!! arghhhhh !!!! how can ??!!! siao-ness !!! till 12 my mom was like nagging non-stop le ...

okay ..fine ..
doreen one worse ...
5 - 3 am !!! hahaxx..

how ??? now cant contact her ...
then me supposed to call that person back ..
lolxx..
how how ?????

i wanna sleep the lehxx...
tml still got work !!!
argh!!!

troubled ...

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arghhhh!!!!! jap mag runs out damn super fast !!!! i'm not kidding but its really damn fast la !!!!

a very typical good example of getting what u wanna ... DUN EVER WAIT OR IT WILL BE GONE !!!!

rem a few entries back i was still deciding whether to get myojo, wink up and popolo cos got darlings on it .. now today .. when i go to both orchard and bugis kino ... ITS GONE !!!! NOT A SINGLE COPY LEFT !!!!! ALL GONE !!!!! i bought my issue of seventeen .. but to find that it is the no.9 ... not no.8 !!!!!!! where is no.8 man !!!!! oh my god !!!!! keep missing the date !!!! sh*t !!!

it really really really run out damn damn fast man !!!! 1week and its gone !!!! sh*t !!!! goodness !!!!

now i know .. the arrival date ...

around the beginning of the month and the around the 15th = seventeen issue ... there are 2 issues each months ya ...

around the beginning of the month and towards the end ... = the jap mag .. like popolo .. duet ..
myojo ... potato usually runs out the fastest ... esp potato ..

so people .. if you wanna buy the mag .. dun dun DUN EVER HESITATE !!! JUZ BUY !!! OR IT WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD !!!!

and if u ever thought of going mis'clusive to get the issues ... UNLESS U ARE DAMN RICH .. OR ELSE ... buy at kino ...

and the damn mis ... still own me my summary dvd .. sh*t ..

ah .... applied for kino card today .. cos me 21 bucks .. but it took like less than 1 min for the card to gt ready ... there's technology ya !!!

my god !!!! my magzzzz !!!!! argh !!!!!!

lolxx... anyway .. plan to go kallang to watch the pros play today .. but then after hearing that lots of peepz not going .. decided to go home .. doreen and deborah went despite of it ...

ahhhhhh !!!! my heart aches terribly now !!!!! my god !!!! my darlings !!!! ahhhhh.... dun dun ever hestitate man !!! will regret like sh*t la!!!! argh !!!

forget it ... tml will be first day of work at bugis de .. not GV .. that person haven contact lolx.. haha ... hope she does contact sooner .. or i will go for the bugis de ... though the pay equally little .. 4 bucks !!!! pathetic sia !!!! argh !!!!

got lots of stuffs to buy .. but have to restrict myself ...
nowadays .. keep spending but not earning ..
been preparing myself for overseas trip ...
duno why ,,, its not even confirm ...

but i gt a really strong feeling in me that i won be able to stay long in Singapore ...
i may go overseas for studies.... my dream place .. JAPAN ...
ya ya ...

last time when i used to go crazy over taiwan ..
but nv did i think of going there for studies ..
i did thought of flying over for work but the work is like flying back and forth taiwan and back to Singapore .. just like yanwan's father ...

but this time round ... JAPAN ... i really visualize myself living and studying there ...
even my SIP i am thinkin of applying to JAPAN .. lolxx

my god !! my heart is really not in Singapore ya ...
when i asked my frenz around me ... they all agreed that i am the type that will not stay in Singapore and is likely to go ovrseas .. as the environment and stuff out there are kind of more suitable for me ...

not that all are my thinking .. but even my frenz thought so ..
hmmm ..
Singapore is not really a place for me ..
i cant imagine myself working here. ..
i might die here ... there is no place for me to excel here..
i kind of feel sufocated here .. lolxx

maybe ..
its my thinkin now .. this moment ..
it might change
it might not ..
who knows ..???
god ???

gonna slp early to forget abt hunger ..
hungry now .. but cant eat ...
lolxx..
ciaozz..
oyashime !!

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dammit!!!!! i hate people who 冤枉 me !!!! dammit !!!! u didn even call once .. wat do you mean by cant get me to the line !!!!! i was so stupidly waiting for your stupid call !!!! and yet you said this to get me out of the watever stupid event !!!! fine !!!! LUCKY I GT OTHER JOBS LE ... hahaxx... hope your event will meet with real bad weather and everything will be ruin !!!!! dammit !!!! my god !!! i was so so angry can !!!! hahaxx.. now that don need to mafan and change my schedule before of the stupid event !!! hahaxx ... ;]

sh*t la !!! DAMN IT ... now gt 2 jobs ... sianzz.. the stupid bugis job ... waited for so so long no reply ... now ... sia la .. want me to make a decision over whether to do the job anot .. and i already went for the gv interview le .. now me need to make a decision to go over to start work on fri or wait AGAIN for the gv reply ... sianzz.. why have to wait everytime !!! why cant people make an acute decision to save me the hussle and pain !!!! why people have to drag and procastinate !!! wah lao !!! cause misery of others only !!!

my god !!! fumin mad !!!! sick la !!!!!
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okay.... cool ...

watching dramas all the way today .. dramas have come into my life .. hahaxx.. tv does not attract me in any way now .. lolx...
watching gokusen special .. at the same time sapuri ..

but no offence to all other kame fans .. or sapuri fans ..
me myself a kame fan as well but i just find sapuri rather draggy or the script is like kind of bored ??!!! i dun noe but don really have the urge to finish the whole drama up .. but becos of kame .. thnk me will continue watching bahzz...

i watch a kind of old short drama like byakkotai today .. chance upon it coincidentally .. lolx.. by yamapi ... when he is much younger .. the show was called .. shounen wa tori ni natta ... very very very sad show .. something like one litres of tears .. but this is not as cham as that one litres of tears .. cried quite a lot .. cos yamapi .. by the name of ken .. is a guy with a hole in his heart so he is kinda weak physically .. and limp his way .. since there is no cure for that [ but i thought this kind of illness can do a bypass??] anyway .. the doctors gave up finding a cure .. and he is believed not to live for long .. however ... miracle did happen and ken live till the age of 15 ...

he is eager to see the great mountain eagle again as he believed it would give him the strength to live on .. and he loves birds a lot .. as he finds freedom in birds .. rather than in humans ever since he suffers from the illness .. he fought again the illness ... but gt weaker each day as he is growing and this gives pressure on his heart .. he got several attacks .. and his family was worried for him to get this kind of attacks again so his mom installed an emergency alarm besides him ..

it did rang several times.. and he recovered from one attack .. but the second one was fatal ..
he did regain conscious but .. after makin a promise with his mom to bring her along for the spring break along with his two other frenz to see the mountain eagle .. he fell into a deep sleep and never wake up ...

very sad ending for this strong boy ken .. i thought he would survive to fight the illness .. but he left .. haixx.. touch me heart ..
another great drama by young yamapi-sama ...

another concert i watch .. the summary concert of news and kattun .. lolx.. i bought the dvd .. from mis-clusive but till now .. 3 months le .. yet to receive .. haixx.. sianxxx..

wait.wait.wait ...

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ahhh. .. didn blog ytd !!! haixx.. broke the promise made .. so ... now .. me make sure that i blog first before i carry on with my 'routine' .. hahaxxx...

ytd .. went to play badminton with classmates .. quite fun yup then after that went to jingwen house play mahjong .. kenneth, me, kaiting, qiuping, jingwen, jianrong, serene, junwei were around for the badminton but jianrong left after lunch at the food court oppo. heartland mall ... badminton that day was quite fun .. haha ... everyone was tired after the first game . esp kaiting .. totally 放空 .. hahaxx.. cos long long time didn exercise .. bound to happen .. hehexx..

me ate the usual yong dao hu while the others ate the famous .. boneless chicken rice .. wanna try one day since all of them say it was very good .. hehexx.. went to jing's house for mahjong then left aroung 7 plus .. went over to the 'food paradise' .. i dunno wat the name is but the dim sum there ... the 波罗包 .. fanchoi .. very very good !!! not getting fat living there .. fake la !! hahaxx... bought the 韭菜角 and 波罗包 .. 韭菜角 ate there while waiting for bus then 波罗包 left it till the next day for breakfast [which is today] ....

it seems that my diet plan is having some difficulties le ... i cant seem to slim down .. oppo. getting fatter !!! how ah!!!! haixxx.. i seem to get fatter and fatter each day ... my weighting machine nv seem to make me happy .. haixx... and i dun seem to get full .. everytime i finish a meal .. less than half an hour .. i am hungry again and i have to force myself not to eat .. my god !!!! help !!!

wat can i do ... i can only do more exercise .. hoping to slim down by a little each day ya !!!

any way .. for today .. went for GV interview .. it seems that our position in GV .. meaning our job in GV is fixed le .. since the manager jumped directly to telling us the rules and regulations working there .. the timing .. pay .. blah blah blah ... but then .. one problem .. when my jap class starts .. i won have time to work you see... i will be occupied. .. with squash .. jap ..and sch work .. where got the time for leisure and revision .. haixx.. think most prob will quit with doreen when sch starts bah .. see first !! ..

my routine everytime i switch on the com .. feel that it is quite interesting when i brought this topic up when tokin to doreen in that packed train just now when returnin home .. haha .. everytime i switch on the com .. first thing .. msn greets me .. then after that turn to internet straight .. haha .. next .. rountine .. haha ...











don think anyone can see the image i po up there clearly so i share explain .. haha .. cos of the 'tab' thingy the new version of net de.. i am able to open as many windows as possible without lookin that messy so ..


1] i will open up www.veoh.com
to re-watch hyd & hyd2 or see if hte subbed version of byakkotai is up le ... or any other videos that are available (me now quite interested in another pretty guy .. damn pretty ... GACKT .. he is so so interesting ... hahaxx..)


2] www.crunchyroll.com will be next .. me watch gokusen previously .. so now watchin sapuri ... and kame's or any of my darlings shows .. this web is good .. or the dramas are organised prefectly .. heexx


3] www.youtube.com .. common one .. gonna catch some gokusen special .. hahaxx..


4] www.hotmail.com ... check mails lolxx..


5] www.blogger.com ... of course type entries and stuffs. ..


this are my routines .. interesting rite?? watching so many dramas at the same time .. cos sometimes ... buffering and loading shows can be long and boring to wait .. so .. i can load all the dramas at the same time and when one drama is loading .. i can catch the other one .. haha ... hurray!!! save the hussle of waiting .. will bored to death de la !!! hahaxx..


thats it .. cant wait to watch sapuri le .. and next me most prob will be watching Tatta Hitotsu No Koi -- anothe rshow by pretty kame .. hahaxx..

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usual 2am in the morning and i am still awake .. watching gokusen lolxx.. finishing le .. last epi 2 .. so touching!!! class 3-D so so sweet .. with yuta .. wif frenxx !! kawaii ne!!!
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now .. time check ... 3 am le .!!! sia la .. tml gonna play badminton with jingwen they all at 10am leh!!! argh!!! yet to find my way there too!!! siao liao !!! .. not enuff slp again ... my complexion already that bad le .. now .. not enuff slp .. worse bah!!! watch the Jdoramas lolxx..!! hahaxx.. nice mah!! watch le cant stop wanna finish the whole series!!!! anyway .. manage to finish gokusen today !!! touching neh!!! the story almost the same as gokusen2 ... just that 2 got my darlings inside !! hehexx.. 1 also not bad !!! love yankumi!!! love class 3-D !!!! sugoi !!!!

watching special for both tml ... hehexx on youtube cos crunchyroll dun have the full one .. only got parts .. some missing parts ... hehexxx...

todae .. when to piwen's dad funeral .. sad ... now the burden on the mother to raise her .. her older and younger bro .. hope her family can cope with it .. we talk to her of all sorts of stuffs .. about overseas .. sip .. lame jokes ... blah blah blah ... fun ya .. and i ate lots of peanuts !!! die !!! how to cut fat u tell me ???!!! after that .. went home and reach aroung 6.30pm .. xiao yi they all reach le .. then me ate a full dinner !!! die !!! been eating and eating .. worse still ate 3 small ice-cream ..!!!! sia la !!! wat diet !! my head la !!! all destroyed !!! tml gonna exert all my strength out for badminton ya !!! hehexx.. hopefully tml a happy day !!!

gonna slp le ..

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quick one before i go to bed .. tired out le ...

training for like 3 times this week. .. dun noe tml de me wanna go not .. and ya ... sad news .. piwen's dad passed away .. sad case for a girl so young of age without a dad and pris suggested going to visit her ... but tml .. me mom just said that xiao yi they all comin to me house for dinner .. haixx... how how ??? training . visit . or stay at home ?? sianxxx

today .. keith brought a 'shortgun' to training .. dunno for wat .. got 'bullets' in side somemore .. then yiwei they all think cos the birds sh*t in the court so they are so pissed off .. they use that loaded shortgun to shoot at the bird .. weijie got his shot but yiwei missed his .. almost .. hit the railings .. haiy0 .. so kexi .. lolxx.. cos the birds kept flyin to the court and last thurs .. Gideon almost got his head kana that bird sh*t lolxx.. fall rite in the middle of the court .. at the boys' court .. in the middle of the training somemore .. !!! hahaxx.. funni ...

ytd .. slpt at 4 am .. noe y? cos watch gokusen and hana yori dango lolx.x.. though hyd watch dunno how many times le .. but the doze not enuff yet .. so .. continue to watch till bored of it lolxx.. then watch gokusen ... realised that other than matsumoto jun in it ..as sawada .. shun oguri also in it as uchi !! hahaxx... kawaii ja !!! hehexx.. happie ... so decided to watch few episodes before slpin .. who knows .. watch until morning .. actually didn plan to slp .. but thnkin of meeting Doreen to the gym todae before training at 9 .. forced myself to bed .. hahaxx... then todae continue lolxx... becos of late slpp .. woke up late lolxx.. at 08.30 .. lolxx. sms Doreen she asks me to take my time .. hahaxx.. and i did take my time lolx.x continue to slp till 9 .. cant tahan .. very tired .. esp these few days got trainings .. so .. at 9 . forced me-self up .. then go wash up .. after that on the bus met weijie .. didn see him for quite sometimes le .. anyway.. when to gym .. run for 25 mins .. burn around 235 calories .. which is so so pathetic .. haixx... losing weight .. a long way lolxx..

after that went for training .. which is basically stroke .. back hand and forehand with doreen and deborah .. .cos i think got PDP bah xx.. 5 new gurls are coached by hongtuan to play basic squash .. then only 2 courts .. so doreen and deborah they so enthusiastic in squash .. went to the rock mountain place to play .. hahaxx.. joined them there ... bored lolxx..

went for bath after training .. all sweaty and smelly ... borrowed deborah shampoo and shower cream .. then me use me de little handkerchief to wipe me self dry .. went tm to makan lunch .. was quite full .. dun realli have the appetite .. so ate yong tao hu + soup only ... after that walk around tm ... bought a no. of stuff. .. firstly .. wanna buy ZA t-zone wash de .. after that .. cos take a look at the facial mask side then saw a peel-off mask cream thingy .. the promoter there .. promote the product till that good that i bought walnut scrub and neem face peel ..[peel-off mask] ... other than these 2 .. me bought the ZA body shaping essence as well .. duno whether it will work not .. but .. bought it at 23.90 .. which is quite ex.. plue the two bottles. . lucky at discount 20% = 14 bucks .. so total around 33 .. wanna pay cash .. but not enuff so pay by nets.. oh my god !!!! MY NETS!!! haixx... wanna work real soon leh la !!!!so pathetic!!!

tml .. training cancelled le .. just received msg from pris .. kk .. think me gonna visit with the rest cos me kind of promised pris le .. than maybe return hime earlier to have dinner with me aunt bahxx..

soreja .. gonna slp leh .. super drained ..
tml will be a better day ya !

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wahhh .. super h0t in room .. decided to switch on the air-con .. not really used to air-con ya ... prefer fan . but air-con used mostly to prevent any irritating insects from entering my room or its simply too hot ... [ the fan is not blowin in my direction .. ;)]

been watching JDoramas nowadays ... went out with yanwan just now .. she introduced a new site to me .. www.crunchyroll.com ... where mosttly all JDoramas .. chinese dramas ... the entire show is uploaded .. easily used .. and easy to refer to .. not bad .. !!! watch tegoshi's drama there ... happen to chance upon de. .. [15 year old's blues] something like that .. don realli remember the real full title ... think quite a few years back le bahzz .. tego look so young .. haha .. kakkoi in school uni ya !! haha .. always love the Jap uni !! damn coolzz... compared to Singapore .. hopeless!! ... their weater bah .. 4 seasons .. so shiok .. Singapore .. one season : SUMMER all year long .. hopefully .. the world is changing .. Singapore might snow in the future !! who knows ... hahaxxxx ...

brought up the issue of going overseas to further me studies .. though its still far ... many years ahead before that question can be answered .. but me realli got the urge to go overseas ya .. a realli strong feeling that Singapore is realli not for me .. maybe becos i am rather exposed to other countries.. and further more .. being a fan. ... crazy over other countries' cultures and stuff ... people tend to compare rite ..??!!! they just cant seem to be contended with what they have .. it happens to me as well .. haixx... wanna emigate ... haixxx... money money .. costs a bomb !!! still a far-away thingy ... but having plans are good isn't it ??? at least i know wat i wanna .. but a bit unrealistic .. not realli .. cant afford bahxx...

went out with yanwan .. bought the same Disney design shirt from Giordano .. quite cutezz !!! when i buy things or look at stuff the stuff that catches my attention at first sight .. i usually .. would buy it .. or think about it and try ways to get it .. but no .. no work = no money .. so .. this 'outing' with yanwan is rather a torture to me .. !!! no buying !! boo !! but i still buy a shirt that cost $26 !!! ex la !!! but realli cute zz ... the design is special .. !!! haixx... lucky got to claim from me mom !! so ...

now that i rem .. saw a jumper and tank top at Topshop on wed when i go out with me classmates after the food test .. hmmm .. realli wanna it .. plus the jumper from Warehouse which cost 113 bucks .. Marina Square got Warehouse .. took a look todae to spot my beloved jumper but the design that i spotted is not there .. which means .. only Warehouse in Orchard so far got that design .. my god!!! why does this kind of thing happen to me !!!! everytime i wanna buy stuff but KIV becos of money matter and come back later for it ... .its gone !!!!!! wah !!!!! pls dun !!!!! wait for me !!!!! ....

thought of it before that .. why not i buy first .. then when i work .. earn the money back ..??? thats a rather good idea .. but ... haixx... who noes...i might just spend the money elsewhere .. cos fashion is always changing and who noes i may fall in love with other designs ???? haixxx.... changing changing .. everything is changing .. every minute !!!

got 2 jobs in hand now .. the GV job .. or the one in Bugis .. the GV job can start earlier .. but the Bugis job .. have to start later .. cos the current worker haven quit yet so the boss would not hire another helper rite??? though both jobs .. the pay is similar $4 .. but GV appeals to me lehxx... haix .. thinkin of it ... GV ... the pay though that little if i work overtime or during holidays .. the pay would be double .. which is good .. but for the bugis one .. the pay remains the same .. however if i wanna quit .. GV would be much difficult ..compared to the one in Bugis.. so .. haixx. .how .. ??? GV got yanwan and pris they all ... bugis only me .. haixx.. how how ??? discussed with my mom already .. she is quite okay with it .. but i didnt dare to tell her that sometimes .. they work till 3 am in the morning .. will get hecked into pieces by her de ... confirm plus chop !!!
hmmm ...

addition to working .. have hot yoga class to attend ... squash training to go .. jap classes to attend at the end of March .. [provided they do open another class !!! hopefully they do !! onegaishimasu!!] haixx.. hot yoga so ex la ... got so many things to buy .. plus yoga .. my god !! dun think the money earn can even cover the costs .. haixxx !!!balance = nia!!!

anyway ... have talk with parents when we having tea at yakun .. discuss where to go this year ..l my dad started off with Japan .!!! b00!! haha .. who will believe !! haha .. anyway .. i suggest why not Paris .. ?? maybe becos this few days .. been watching hana yori dango that Shizuka went to Paris .. haha .. so perhaps that came to my mind and Europe .. went to Switzerland before only .. so .. we started to discuss why not 10 ++ days .. tour around Europe .. to Paris .. then Italy .. Venice .. London .. blah blah blah .. dad shared his Paris experience of pickpockets when he went there with his gang .. haha .. quite funni .. interesting ya .. pickpockets .. paris is quite 'famous' for it ... hmm .. be careful !!! and heard from mom that branded stuffs there are much cheaper .. and if Japanese go there ... they kind of swear that if they dun buy any one branded stuff like LV bag .. they dun consider themselves going to Europe .. so .. haha .. perhaps i shall earn enough to buy myself a DIOR bag that i spotted in Orchard !! realli realli pretty bag .. but i noe for sure when i go .. the bag might be gone for good .. since this kind of stuff. .especially branded stuffs .. there is a limit and they change every season .. so .. haixx... fate bahxx..

continuing with life .. losing weight .. hmm .. tml training .. again .. tues.. thurs .. sat and sun .. then the pattern repeats .. nvm ... !!! LOSING WEIGHT is priority !! so ... gambatte !!!
Keith is pinnin hope on me .. saying that i am the most commited to Squash and though my skills are not as good as liyi and june .. i bother to go for training .. and i am actually quite thankful that people do recognise the work that i put into squash .. not for leisure but for serious playing .. though coach did group me under ... play play only section .. and i am rather disappointed.. Keith did recognise i did try .. though my skills dun realli show my work .. !! very encouraging words that u spoke to me !! arigat0!!

i shall work hard in working .. learning jap .. yoga .. squash .. losing weight !!!
gambatte Ge0rGin !!!

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i am hungry !!! in the middle of the nite .. just n0w .. cant stand it .. have a bite of the prawn cracker .. wah .. so fatty .. sianxx... anyway.. thnk this will be a short one bahx.. wanna go slp leh .. tml gonna meet yanwan for k .. though i suggest watching 'i'm cyborg but thats okay' .. she says the movie is stupid .. ask me not to waste money .. haha .. the new paper also grad it under 2 stars .. so .. haha [no offence.. to rain fans out there]

tough training today .. woah ... everyone so fired up for a real tough training ahead .. run 2.4 .. court sprint 3x .. then push up 10 ... sit up 10 for 3x .. then do butterfly ... then yiwei came in and feed up both left and rite ... after that play game .. me suck at games... haixx... how ah .???

didn go for dinner with them .. went home makan the oatmeal cereal which i asked mom to cook .. much healthy and less fatty .. this is wat i thought ... in order to achieve my goal by 2 months .. i have to fight rite .. !!! no pain no gain!!!

hmm .. need money .. ka-ne .!!!! got a lot of stuffs to buy !!! wah !!!

finally found a uploader who upload 1-3 epi of hyd2 ..!! haha .. forevergirl !! thanxx ah .. don thnk me gonna finish todae .. so dead tired .. wanna slp le ...

tml got buffet and k await me !! haha .. fat-gaining day tml !!!

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haha .. my hyd2`ep9 finally out le .. my god !! been waitin for it like .. wah lao so so long le lah ..!!!finally makino and tsukasa can be together ... but the stupid bimbo .. sianzz up to no good !! sh*t her man .. want to break them up !!! arghhhh!!!! but doumyouji and makino will be together lah !! hahazz... hanazawa rui so sweet !!! kawaii neh !!!

anyway .. went for that food test today .. ok lah .. can be considered common sense .. ahaha .. mcqs 30 qns ... after that went far east with jingwen, kaiting, priscilla, quiping, yutian, they all then meet the rest at food republic for dinner .. haha .. wanna buy bag de .. but no money ... hauxx.. money ...

went kino as well .. haha .. winkup, potato and duet out le ... potato kanaji 8 on cover, winkup news on cover, than duet arashi on cover .. hmm .. found the issue 6. of seventeen .. [but bugis sure got de lah] anyway .. in the end .. me only buy seventeen ... thnkin that wat my mom say is true .. wah i can do is to look at the pics in the jap mag .. without knowin wat they mean since i dun know jap .. and yet to learn .. waiting for entrance ... and buying one book cost me SGD$15 ... and thats ex ... even though i promise to buy only when kattun and news is on the cover .. its still damn ex .. cost me gonna buy all issues of seventeen which already cost 11 bucks.. oh my god !! wish that they wouldn appear on cover ya .. anyway .. me wanna apply for the kino card le lah .. if i continue buying .. its better for me to apply ritezz.. i mean more 划算 ritezz.. 10% .. hmm .. how how how !!! my winkup got darlings on it !!!

i wanna work lah !!!! desperately !!!!!! money money !!!!

and the earthquake rite .. haha . .got on damn silly joke by priscilla .. when earthquake struck ... the stupid priscilla was like sitting in the living room on the sofa than her sofa shook so she thought that its the lizards attack .. in the sense that she kept eating and pushing all those dirts and stuffs under the sofa that attracts loads of lizards and the lizards started to attrack the sofa which make it shook!!!!! damn baka pris sia .. !!!! i would never have thought of that ans !!!!

continuing to watch hyd2 le .. after that .. gonna watch hana kimi finale .. haha .. everyone say the finale sucks big time .. haha .. gonna watch to see how true .. haha ..

tml got training .. aiyo .. my body still aching from that tues training leh .. how ah z??nv mind la .. to 减肥!!! 拼了!!!!

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finally .. the finale for hana kimi .. thought haven load yet .. but heard from my squash mate just now load le .. so while typing this entry .. let the epi load bah ... know that it would be long since so so so many people are fighting to watch le .. haha ...

anyway .. is not ready yet .. got 7 parts to load .. i shall watch my beloved hana yori dango .. haha .. though both starts with 'hana' .. i think hyd is better lolxx.. [no offence] hahah .. me crazy over jap wat .. so .. haha .. taiwan stuffs don really bother me now .. hmmm ... gambatte nippon!!

just came back .. or not .. one hour ago .. from squash .. its a damn tiring training today .. not like the previous or last training .. thnk keith did a great job ya !!! well done !!! tough but good !! haha .. build stamina .. way of play .. and most impt !!! 减肥!! thats wat i care most ... haha

think of going that hot yoga thingy at yoga affinity lehxx.. but so ex .. no money .. and further more .. warehouse that jumpers still waiting for me lehxx.. if i spend no both .. it will be 300+ leh .. my angbao money not even enough lolxx.. how how ??? work work !!! wanna work !! badly !!!

shall watch show now le ..
tml got that NEA test .. but me not plannin to study yet ... should be mcqs la .. or else .. how the aunties and uncles answer ?? haha . study tml bahxx..

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hahaxx.. so busi watchin the dorama .. didn even blog ytd so i shall bl0g todae ya ...
went to many places al0ne ytd ... for the typoid injection .. which is not as painful as i thought .. the hepatitis one is the worst lah ... gonna my life man ... after which took 518 .. slp all the way to orchard to collect my contact lens .. went to warehouse on the way to Mrt ...

saw this fantastic jumper ... got my size lah .. its shorts with suspenders ... cho kawaii ne !!!! but the price also very 壮观 ... $113 ya !!! damn ex !!! but i wanna it so so so much !!!! haixx... have to work ah !!! waitin for reply from the my mother's frenz's daughter ... lolxx... dunno when la ... why not work with yanwan better .. hahaxxxx .. all my work so far recommended by her de lolxx... she always does a better job than i do .. lolxx... and she is rich la .. dunno why work so hard for .. anyway ...

i realli realli wanna the suspenders ... !!!! badly !!! wait for me ah !!!!
[but everytime i got the money .. the clothes gone le ... haixx... pls don !! i realli wanna it !!!]

[my god!!!! while me typing this ... earthquake struck !!!! at Sumatra !!! 6.6 ...
i thought me dreaming man .. but when i woke up at 12 this noon .. the whole bed is shaking then i was like wat the hell !!! but no one in my family was like saying so me shut up .. but just now 1.55 .. it stuck again .. and this time .. the most cham one .. so i was like telling my grandma then my bro switch to channelnewsasia then saw this earthquake thing in Sumatra .. hope people there are ok !!! lucky in Singapore .. there is no such thing as Earthquake .. or tornado .. or 台风 .. we are Singaporeans. .. truly blessed ... ]

being blessed .. we are to be greatful and not yield for more .. but people are selfish in anyway .. or people are ... no one is spared ... while minorities may be .. very very few .. people always ask for more .. like me .. i know i am an example .. i can be considered .. lucky !!! .. by many people ... i went overseas so many times since young and can be considered .. rich in the sense that i can afford to go and not worry over food and stuff ....
while i can dream of going overseas myself wih frenzz .. i was allow once to Taiwan .. when many of my other frenzz are not allowed to .. ]

all this .. i am lucky .. but i still wanna more .. aiming for like branded goods nowadays .. which may be difficult cos i am not rich .. ya .. i am ... my family are just like able to live a normal life... not a rich and wat-i-wan-i-get life u see...
while many of us may love and wish to have a life like the F4 and the people of 英得学院 ... but we just have to live the life that we are in now .. cos dreaming wont help but make us fuss over wat we have .. make us discontented .. we hav to be contented .. as compared to the third world country we are lucky ...

many times .. we asked .. 'why are we not as rich as the others' 'why do they own family cars while we don .. we only have bicycles??' this is it .. this is life ... becos of this .. wanting .. we work hard to fight for wat we want ... we make succeed .. we may not ... people are born with it .. like 道明寺 and gang .. but i am not .. haixxx.. hoping to be them wont help .. work hard bahxx..

watchin hyd .. makes me wonder .. wah lao .. do these people reallli exist !! they are filthy rich can .. wah my god !!! and its like .. only this happens in dreams can .. now i understand why people go crazy over the Taiwanese F4 .. they are portrayed as images of Princes can .. rich .. got looks .. got talents. . basically everything that people would have wanted ...
but behind all these ... a hard life to live as well .. like 道明寺 .. he have to go with his mom .. so he is not as 'free' as we would have thought he has ... something gain .. something to let go off. ..

watching hyd also inspire me to change .. change for the better .. in terms of looks and stuff.. look at 道明寺's sis and 花泽类's gurlfrenzz... wah !! my god !! such pretty babes !! oh my gos ... look at their figure man ... my god !! its prefect can ...i aim to be like them la ... my god !!!
but look at me now .. a fat ... ugly .. haixx.. wanna change change change !! my 2 months' 减肥计划!! gambatte !!!

surf the hot yoga wed ytd ... indeed .. everything need money .. money money money .. money makes the world goes round ya ..
one month unlimited membership is like $180 .. 10 class cards .. $260 .. hmm .. wats the different ah .. gonna find out man .. cos me wanna go la .. hot yoga. .. flexibility and can also slim down .. but the prices .. haixx.. to be .. so 壮观 ..

so many stuff to learn .. jap class ... hot yoga .. work .. slim down.. hmm .. i realli wish to change ya .. and before i forget .. meeting with ade and linghui .. 2 of my zhuixing frenzz.. for makan this sat .. hmm .. bet they will say .. wah xinhui .. u grew fatter .. .haixx.. b00b00 !!!

my 减肥计划 actually backfire in the first place... when i start to diet ... my weight grew instead of the other way round . from 63 to 67.5 ... now think around 65 like that .. haixx.. fat fat fat .. how can i be a model like that ..??? tell me .. i got the height but not the figure. and looks and everything .. so wats the use .. being tall and fat .. just like shrek !! hmm .. will things turn out better ??? i realli hope so ...

going for squash training now .. its been a long long time since i touch the racket man ..
very long le ... 2-3 weeks ?? hmmm

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haha .. stupid me .. alm0st f0rg0t to bl0g f0r t0dae ... cant break e pr0mise of not bloggin ya ...

haha .. was just feeling so bored and wanna go to slp after reading the many many many entries of yamapi jweb .. eyes super tired lehzz... some of his entries are funni .. describing wat he is doing wat he likes .. and blah blah .. into his personal private life .. perhaps this is the channel of freedom that artists have bah .. after withstanding and gettin those attention when he is outside .. hmmm .. thats good .. at least we know how he really feel ... (perhaps .. becos of this openly known web .. he total full side of himself can nv be shown .. thats true .. or the next day .. it will be the headline ya ... ) - something to gain and lose ... balance. .

was paintin my nails as well .. though my skills suck completely .. really wonder how people paint their nails so so evenly and in a bright colour .. while i can nv get it done the way i wanna .. it will take my a century to do so .. (haha .. exaggerated .. )

anyway .. wat i wanna do next .. after this entry .. perhaps to log out soon .. my eyes are getting realli tried .. blurred vision ... and get to slp or count my angbao money bahzz.. to be deposited .. used to much up le ..

or maybe while i get my nails painted and count money .. cos i realli dun wanna slp tht early .. hmm .. watch so vcds again .. haha ..

and ya .. me gonna get injection tml .. so sianzz... for the food stuff .. in order to handle food have to get that .. haix i h8 injection really .. the feel of needle pokin through my flesh .. yuckk .. but have to get it done ya .. maybe in the evening ??? haha .. cos i wanna go gym la ... wanna get rid of the fats that are on me .. clingin so tightly to me .. b00 b00 !!!

lastly ..
sudden thought
realli admired yamapi's sister ..
so lucky to have such a kakkoi bro .. a caring one ..
compared to mine ...
nth to compare..
if yamapi is heaven
mine ...
hahaha ...
the 18th storey of hell ..
even worst than it ..
idun even bother to talk to him ..
i am lonely ...
haha .. the only daughter of the family ..
i regard myself ...

ja nai ..

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la.. went to anthea's bday celebration today .. my cousin de.. her house at tessarina ... so have to travel to bugis then take 170 to bukit timah .. where all the rich are .. then alight at tess...
yup yup .. went praying at bugis de guanyin miao .. bought flower for 6 bucks ... which was then said by my mother to be expensive since she bought it at only 2-3 bucks wach time .. kanna cheated .. but nvm la .. see me small kid can easily earn more ...

then go aunt house .. after dreaming there for like half an hour .. went down to the gym for fitness.. (mostly to cut fats) .. run for 20 then do those hands exercises and sit ups. after that went for another 20 mins then go back up to the house .. before that .. even got my weight weighted of abt 64 .. which is a drop from 65.5 .. haha .. quite happy ( but can also be not accurate since i measure just now 66 ... unless becos i ate too much at aunt house before coming back .. b00 b00)

gamble gamble. . since left two days to gamble .. win 10 bucks .. lucks wif me today .. did lose a single round .. haha .. then makan those good stuff .. abalone .. and seafoods .. they call it (pencai) .. yup yup ..

the bday is ill today .. running high fever .. lolxx.. hope she gets well soon ya ..
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abt ytd .. keep surfing the net till late at nite .. or early morning u can say .. till around 4 each day in search for more of my darlings news, videos , info .. etc .. since i missed out such a huge huge chunk ...

got a lot of stuffs as usual .. got a few fantastic site .. fan-based .. loads of info .. all the search for more info starts cos me wanna tabulate my darlings news and kattun de bday then put on blog but when finding kattun de. . got into some very very good web .. they are basically so so well-updated abt the latest rumors and stuffs ... most of the late issues of members news are also there .. so basically quite happy ..

watch finish byakkotai ytd too .. cry a few buckets of tears.. though cant even understand what they are saying since there is no sub .. (lucky i know eng and chi so there are more alternative for me when viewing subbed versions ... ) anyway .. so touching la.. why must de guys kill themselves ... ???? i rather they charge back to Aizo and kill the troops rather than killing themselves. .. i rather they die in the hands of the opposite .. haixx.. a really sad endings to the life of the 16-17 .. whose youth have just started ...
hopefuly the subbed version can be out real soon ...

found a singapore fan blog .. she was planning to go news concert on 26/3 ... so so envious of her .. me wanna go la !!!! really desperately !!!! why they can go then me cannot leh .????? haixxx... i wasnt that lucky enough ya ... hmmm .. really wishing to be like joyce. .. mother so so onzz de. .. can let her go korea to watch her darlings performance .. by herself and frenzz.. ai yo .. and joyce another lucky freak .. got so many limited or rare .. pics and auto ... last time 56 also like that .. she damn lucky freak man ..

saw a lot of rumors and negative news on my darlings as well .. really piti them ... kame so under that much stress ... hopefully they would strive on and continue ... Mr Johnny-san .. pls let them off can !!!!! don force them !!!! or the famous one would all just quit one day eventually .. leading to the graves that u dig for yourself lol !!!! pls think for the guyzz... they are just normal youthful teenagers in their tenth / twenties .. pls lah .. so strict one day will make them kee siao one lolxx.. !!! DUN HURT MY DARLINGS FURTHER !!!

and to those stalkers ... pls do your part as fans .. pls dun invade their privacy .. it is damn irritating to be stalked every single day and u hav no privacy at all .. wat u do .. the next day will be announce to the world .. the more you love this person .. the more u wan them happy rite ?? so stop hurting them .. and makin them 8 you instead of love ... u yourself the stupids stalkers are slapping your own face as well .. as u are getting on their toes and who knows one day u will get scolded by your love rite in the face .. do u really wan that ??? stop stalkin them and be idiots lah ..!!!!! bakas !!!!! do wat u really should do !!! help them !! not kill them !!!

haixx... sad life of idols .. claiming recognition fame money .. losing freedom privacy .. kana stalked .. this is what u earn u must eventually let go of others in order to accomodate the positive that u will enjoy ... thought those fans blogs .. know really a lot yup ..
so i shall continue with me search for more and more ... hehexxxx

found the subbed version of yamapi's blog .. eng subbed de .. but then me more interested in the real one that yamapi wrote to .. to see how his blog look like .. but till now still fail to do so .. ai yo .. anyone know pls pls pm sms msg email me .. haha yakult90@hotmail .. haha xx.. arigat0 !
me also findign koyama and jin .. and others from news and kattun that have blogs jweb as well .. hopefully me can succeed ...

hehexxx... in hope & wishes,
Ger0Gin

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... pic hav to give credit to elegantkoyama ..
(if i am not wrong i took from the web)

















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as for the rest of the fill-in-de-blanks in who-am-i, links .. blah blah blah columes .. will update soon

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went for htm tas uniform measurements today ... wah lao .. me damn fat can .. waist = 37 .. wah the toot** used to be 32 .. and that time .. to think that i already cant accept it le. .. now 37 . .can go jump le ... therefore .. my gym lesson starts tml !!! yipee !!! quite excited about it ... at my aunt de condo .. cos me baby cousins having bday bash .. then might as well make use of the opportunity to use the gym .. !! ;)

monday going tm sport hall de gym .. got lady's hours ... 2-4 .. haha .. can do weights, cycling and running .. cos see from the tv .. the australian found any effective way to slim down for as much as 8kg in three weeks by cycling method .. while eating habits can remain de same ...

cycling = 8sec ... fast ... 12sec slow ... for 20minutes .. hehexxx
gonna try this tml ....

most prob becos of netball and my fatty eating habits that i grew fat after retiring from netball .. netball trainings then are tough .. build up a lot of muscle ya .. but once i stop .. muscle = fat .. = the fatty look i have now ... gonna slim down ya .. to my ideal 52 ... but before that to 57 first .. before school reopens ... 2 months ... my target ...

gonna 'steal' dumbells from me bro room .. haha .. to remove that lump of fats from me ... hehe ..
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today .. went k at chai chee cc after the measurements . .food at bedok interchange is fantastic !! yum yum!! but me didn get to makan the sesame paste .. stop myself from doing so after my meal of kuay chap .. hmmm ... perservance ya ..

k was fun .. with qing ying around .. haha .. sing those super high clubbing songs .. that serene is familiar with .. or else she pay to sleep there lolxx.. haha .. heard from the other group .. they sang hokkien songs .. hhaa .. funni ...

we did sing chinese new year songs too .. the 'surprise' from qing ying ... she was also the dj of the day .. switching to super loud volume whenever the high part came .. haha .. fun fun ...

me went home after the session end .. didn eat with them .. cos food at home .. hehe ...

pics will be sent ... haixx.. hopefully will not see one of the baka pics of me .. looking nude and stupid .. hehe ..

hehe... here's some gossips ... [me & some other classmates .. have started to guess whether serene and junwei are together .. two different persons of two different personalities ... though we don ever think they are compatible in the sense that other than they are both eng-speaking peepzz.. the rest of their interests and everything dun seem to match... lolzz .. anyway .. if it is true .. wish them all the best ya !!

soreja,
GeorGin

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